Sorry I haven't blogged in a while... life getting in the way to blog but here is a quick update:
At the close of today, I will be 99 days sober.
I am sick of the snow.
I leave Saturday for a week vacation in South America.
I am seeing a therapist for my food issues.
I haven't exercised in weeks.
I haven't weighed myself in weeks.
I was just diagnosed with high BP and taking meds for 4 weeks now. My BP is low now.
I have a 10 K in less than a month and I am not trained but I will run/walk it.
I have a fear of the dentist and haven't been in 3 years. I had an emergency root canal Monday and going back today for more.
After dinner I read or watch TV to relax.
I have been to many social events and bring my own sparkling water.
I vowed to continue my 100 day Sober Challenge and pledged 180 days.
I took my first into to Photography Class and hope to take lots of picture on vacation with my new camera.
I have the attitude that I will do what I want to relax and stay sober. I'm not stressing over a dirty house or the little things.
I am happier and don't "scream" like before.
Mornings are more peaceful and sometimes we laugh as a family.
I enjoy dinners w/ the family more now and I think we communicate better.
I can tell I am more present for my children and I think they do too.
Cravings will go away, they don't last forever.
I don't really worry about what people think or what they will say when they notice I am not drinking.
I am nervous about my sobriety on vacation at an all inclusive, with no children and 4 other couples.
Today is day 99 and I will not drink. I am grateful for my journey and all the people that have supported me along the way. Tomorrow is Day 100 and I will not drink.
I will take tons of pictures on vacation and if I can secure wifi, I will post an update.